5:38am I am still up, sleepless and so excited, because tomorrow... no in face it is already today Sunday morning now, my last the final show will be air at 8pm on VH1......
Good bye my beloved wild child, I shall miss U So much........:)
Life is just so beautiful when you let your heart open, let your beautiful smile open a shinny sky to you and to the world, and have the courage to let your wings open to fly, fly high to catch your dreams that is still flying high than you, but I know you can catch it, because it is yours to have, all you have to do is: Have faith and go for it........
With once again sweet sadness I am finally saying good by to my VH1show "Celebrity Rehab" my wild child, I have never liked to say good bye...... the last few months of the very difficult experience in my life has really changed me and my life, I am so grateful, not only for Dr. Drew and his excellent team and my co-star rehab friends, but U --- my loyal, kind, loving, caring and intelligent friends on the other side of the screen, you encouraged me kindly hold my hand every step away during those difficult times of my life, yes every step, I am so grateful!!!
Now I have new pair of wings and a healthy heart and spirit, I am sober and I am ready to open and to unfold the new chapter of my life with only joy and positive.
I landed from the moon, with purity in my heart, with sunlight always shines a smile on my face, with the best of me to wish the best of you, Yes I am here to love to give to lend a hand, to show you it is ok to fall, it is ok to be lost in darkness, but it is also ok to get up walk again, it is ok even to challenge yourself to walk even father to see to experience and to celebrity the beautiful life that is yours to live......
Be brave be kind be grateful be compassionate be in the moment of your beautiful life start from the moment you open your sleepy eyes in the morning sun, till the sky in the evening gently bring the pure moon and the shinny stars in front of your eyes like a dream, yes this is the nature's way telling you showing you how well you did today......
知性的我给你。Cookie：美是内心的气质和美好，流淌着不尽的灿烂阳光，象宇宙藏着春夏秋冬的谜语却也大大方方的敞开着玫瑰花园里的艳丽和热情。自信 的女人是男人的敬仰孩子的榜样女人们自己的骄傲和一生的华丽和尊重。我把心给你为的是你把心里那扇关得太久的窗户愉快的打开。
I give you my heart is for the purpose for you to happily safely bravely open your long closed heart with such a great freedom and joy........... lets hold hands together walk to the light, beauty, laughter and pure love......
43 comments:
Ooo...
Just watched the preview of tonight's Celeb Rehab on VH1.com and so great to see you doing so well and channeling all that energy into positive things like martial arts instead of alcohol. You are an inspiration. I look forward to seeing your new movie when it comes out, and watching you grow into the shining star you should be.
Little Daniel FLY here.
BAI LING writes:
"...your wings open to fly, fly high to catch your dreams..."
- notice how often she mentions me in a hidden manner ...? - lol
BAI LING, I just love that new hairdo of yours.
It gives you a self-asserting sporty look.
Like if you were some very
high-performance sports woman.
Tennis team gal ? - no, not your case
Horseback riding gal ? - no
Swimming team ? - no way
Soccer team ? - nope
Chess team champion? ...YES
- that could be it !!
A psychiatrist, psycho-chess champion...yes.
A shrink, a chess master champion
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Let me pull out my set of chess.
The white player always moves first.
And since you are WHITE Spirit and I am BLACK Fly, you move first.
( I know what my first move will be...I'll topple my king, that means I forfeit the game - lol )
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I just love that psycho-shrink, chess master champion, new hairdo you have.
I LOVE the glasses on you and the new haircut. You look SO HAPPY too. It is nice to see that.
I hope you finally have the exact life and happiness that you always wanted Bai.
Keep rockin' those glasses. It is a GREAT LOOK on you!!!
JJ
Your happiest years are ahead of you. I have Complex Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder and almost nine years ago a psychologist said "the best days of your life are ahead of you."
I thought she was crazy and wrong, she was totally correct.
Be gentle with yourself but realize there cannot be growth without pain.
SanSebastianJury
The San Sebastian Film Festival Jury
So it is confimed you will be there.
Keep inspiring me Bai... You look amazing and your story made me stop and kneel... good for you.. Please stay strong.
You are beautiful and courageous.. thank you for sharing your story. Been watching Celeb R and it is amazing how you FINALLY came out of your shell! .. You're glowing now and I am supporting you on my back all the way.. Best, always.
Celebrity Rehab Ep.10 - Season 5 Revisited
Bai Ling's Segment
http://57358.blogspot.com
.
And if in case someone tries to induce you to drinking here is what you should tell them:
" I don't drink, and I don't smoke"
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- that should be enough to cause a sense of guilt in those proposing drinks to make them desist.
And a special thanks goes out to blogger 57358 for having given us the link to his
- Celebrity Rehab Ep.10 - Season 5 Revisited
where we get to see BAI LING
Ah, yes, I forgot to say...
In that clip of blogger 57358
Celebrity Rehab Ep.10 - Season 5 Revisited
BAI LING says at minute 6:28
"...and open my wings to FLY "
TO ME - TO ME - TO ME !!!
And yes, lovely new header you have here = YOUR EYES
What can I say, Bai Ling...I am astonished at how you took the bull by the horn and tackled your demons, so to speak. I was sad that you fell, when you did but so happy and proud of you, when you dusted your clothes, after falling and getting right back up! I respect you, love you & pray, for continued success, in and out of the spot light. @}-;-'-- Michael...
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Now we all had better behave ourselves well because BAI LING is keeping a close watch on us...
( is she behind me looking over my shoulders ? )
Ling is very talented and very beautiful.
Beautiful pictures & beautiful and encouraging words. <3
Beautiful pictures & beautiful and encouraging words. <3
So beautifully written. Happy New Life to you Bai! Stay strong! You can do it! We love you! XO
You really want me to comment your newly uploaded Reel sector ???
Shall I ??
--> WILD WILD WEST ...yes
Ok, ok, my judgement is biased and confused by that part of your body you pushed up against that table...
( I knew I should have kept my mouth shut )
Bai Ling interview at InSight pre-release party
Bai Ling interview at InSight pre-release party
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One of those "eveyday life"
photos of BAI LING I love so much.
BAI LING feeds parking meter In Beverly Hills.
Thursday, September 8th, 2011 late in the morning.
- "eveyday life"... sort of... well, she is not parking in front of a Walmart or a Kmart-
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La Concha De Oro
= the Gold Seashell
The prize of Spain's San Sebastian Film Festival.
I just wanted to add this tidbit of information, just in case you missed it.
That car is giving you troubles, because it is not sexy-red ...
...have it repainted ?
Ni hao, Bai Ling! I just want to say hello before I fly back to Chengdu tomorrow. I think about you all the time, Angel,but, alas, your blog is blocked in China, so I cannot read your beautiful thoughts unless I get a chance to come back to the States for some R&R. How crazy is that? I have been watching Red Corner over and over since I have been State Side - one of the greatest legal dramas ever produced, and one of your greatest roles. Oscar material, sweetie. Anyway, not much to say really. Three years teaching in your "lao jia" - sweetest kids on the planet, the Chinese youth, always eager to learn and desperate to succeed. Wish you could come home sometime to visit. The Huo Guo here is "to die for" - not to mention Gong Bao Ji Ding, Hui Guo Rou, Tang Cu Li Ji, shenmede, deng deng. Anyway, Angel, I want you to know how grateful I am for your innocence and your courage and your determination to keep your art gritty and natural and real. Wo yong yuan ai ni, Bai Ling. Be brave and keep it real! Please feel free to drop by whenever you are in the old neighborhood. We can go "chang ge KTV" and toss back some pi jiu. Women bu zui bu qui ba! :) Ni de lao pengyou, Wang Wen Hao
BTW, Bai Ling, I don't know how your visa situation stands back in the old PRC, but I have about 1,000 sweet young students (former and current) who would go out of their minds to meet a star of your magnitude. So, if you ever feel like slumming a little on the old "home turf," don't hesitate to give old Professor Petroglyph a ring. you know the e-mail - professor_petroglyph@yahoo.com. I really think you would have some fun visiting the old haunts, and you would bring a lot of joy to some sweet young kids who could use some encouragement in these challenging times. You might even be surprised to see a former version of yourself staring back at you in these sweet young Chinese faces. I know these angels keep me young. Luv ya, Angel. One day at a time, sweetie. And remember, there are no big deals! Yong yuan!
BTW,I am not living alone now, in case you were worried. I've got me a "wugui," his name is Archie, short for Archimedes. He is a scrappy little boy, loves the "shen rou." I am getting him fat on raw pork. Bie danxin, Angel. I change his water every day, and take him out for regular walks. He always tries to run away though. Funny creatures, wugui. Don't even know when they got it good. Anyway, love, I fly out of JFK today, so I won't be able to read your sweet blog, so I urge you to contact me at my e-mail address if you are looking for news from your home town. Our university is moving to Qing Shen Shan (Dujiangyan) in the Spring, but I will be in Chengdu until the big move. You really out to come see the place - you would be surprised how it has grown since you've been gone. Heck, we even got electric lights, 'cept when they turn the power off every week or two. Luv ya, Miss Bai Ling. You are the genuine article, Missy! :)
Stay safe and sober.
Good luck to you.
Always pulling for you, Bai. I am a sex abuse survivor, too, and did abuse drugs and alcohol as a teen but figured out my head by my twenties and sobered up.
I love your attitude toward life, your movies are a blast and I look forward to seeing you in a new movie soon!
hola, ¿cómo estás?
Estoy muy bien
gracias
¿y usted?
hello, how are you?
I'm fine
thank you
and you?
I just popped in to say hello and to give you a few words for your coming trip to Spain.
Bai,
Thank you for sharing your vulnerability, fears and truth on Celeb rehab. I too share some of the same experiences as a child and therefore tried to bury that hurt and anger with drugs and alcohol.
I'm now 42 and have been sober for two and a half years and have learned to face those fears and feelings and understand that no one and nothing in life is worth losing my sobriety over.
Keep smiling that lovely smile and spreading the love that is in your heart!
Warmly,
Shawn
www.beneathwindandwaves.com
BAI LING will soon be going to Spain.
Remember, Spain discovered America by sailing west looking for a new route to .... CHINA.
And yes, they were led by an Italian guy called Columbus -
( I just had to mention that )
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BAI LING, you going to Spain.
This is just a reminder.
Once upon a time, not too long ago up to 1848, California belonged to Spain.
The Viceroyalty of New Spain - see the map.
So BAI LING, you live in what used to be Spanish territory...lol
That makes you a little bit Spanish ?
( I'm not going to mention all the Italian territory Spain conquered in Italy across the centuries )
Bai Ling as Dr. Valerie Chong in The Hit Parade (1995)
http://57358.blogspot.com
♥
To answer you Twitter question:
BIO= Bilbao a 100km from San Sebastian -On your Blog I mentioned you should go see the Guggenheim museum there if you have time.
I mentioned this in your August 29 post.
San Sebastian is a tiny town, you'll be wanting to go visit Bilbao.
Nice seeing you on the move one again.
And yes, I forgot to tell you ...just in case you've been wondering.
La Concha de Oro = the Gold Seashell Award
for San Sebastian Film Festival
is called like that because the bay of San Sebastian has the shape of a seashell
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Is that an UFO i see there outside your window following your plane ??
( lol )
You are an
ESTRELLA = STAR in Spanish
ESTRELLA
click on the link and on the microphone there to listen to the pronounciation.
You´re a shining star, no matter who you are
Shining bright to see what you can truly be
You´re a shining star, no matter who you are
Shining bright to see what you can truly be
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