In a tearful interview, Bai Ling recounts what drove her to alcoholism, but did going on “Celebrity Rehab” help her get over her addiction? Plus, why did she think it was important to have her rehabilitation televised?
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Sharing my story to be the voice to help children who are still suffering in the darkness, with love and compassion. Bai Ling
26 June, diffecult sad day for me......
Tonight was my VH1 celebrity Rehab premiered, As sad as I am still now after watching the show and talking with all of you, heart trembling as if I have high fever, touched moved with those beautiful soul whom suffered so much... it brought me back to the sad memories of my childhood in Tibet in the army, so much feelings feel for me for you for all of us, especially that wounded little child inside me, she is so sad so hopeless and so scared that I revealed her, revealed her secret, exposed her nakedness and pain to the public to the entire world, but why do I do this?
I believe there is a higher purpose in life, a greater mission and magic with in each soul, I reveal her to touch lives, to touch hearts, to lend a hand to help those children and us who are still suffering in the darkness, still walk on the edge of the cliff of life so afraid to see the sunlight, still in the dark want to end life, still lonely with no one to share and care, I want to let them know: it is ok what they went though and what had happened to them, I want them to know there is hope, there is someone out there really care for them with great love and compassion and understanding, yes understand their pain, their suffering and wanted to help them heal, I want them to know that they have not been forgotten, they are not alone, beautiful life is still with its open heart and arms welcome them to return with great joy.......
I want to help, I want to share my story to help, If I can even just help one person, make them feel they have not being forgot, they are not alone, then its all worthwhile, I live to help to give, cause I received so much including your love...
I am the voice of the silent... I want to be cause I care! The painful hard life I went through I finally realized is for the great purpose of helping others. I have a gift ,but the gift is not meant for me to keep but to give.
Yes thats why I revealed you --- the little wounded child living hiding inside me, what you are afraid of is the strength and gift to other's soul.
Thank you!
Bai Ling send you LOVE.......
Sharing with you a message I revieved:
Hello Bai,
I left a message on your offical page, however I wanted to share with you again my thoughts on what you've shared on your video blog and your comments after last nights show.
I really appreaciate you Bai. It takes a strong person to open up the very essence and nakedness of their heart, soul and mind to inspire others. Continue to be proud of who you are. Never forget, even if at times you feel alone, you can look up and see that so many (even those who have never met you like myself) do care about you and look for many wonderful things to come your way.
A dear friend of mine is an actress in the Philippines so I know also from knowing her for years, the trials and challenges faced.
You must stay strong, rise up and soar like an eagle and inspire others.
Along the way take all that you experience in life and turn it into something wonderful and creative and spark your inner creativity.
Remember you are not alone and so many do care about you.
Sincerely,
Your new friend
:o)
Mark
Another one:
You are an angel sent by the heavens,
to inpire those of us who are victims of abuse,
thank you for giving me HOPE !
Much Love to a Beautiful Soul !!
A.J
One more:
Very profound and touching. I wish you to find true peace and happiness.
It really was too much for a child to bare.
You are a true inspiration and have great courage. I agree there is a purpose in all things.
Please be gentle and loving to yourself. Your fans love you even though we don't know the real Bai Ling.
I am so sorry for all the suffering you have had to endure.
Wishing you nothing but good things! Believe in yourself.
Life is such a beautiful gift to me - every day and every moment. As I walk my path and breathe the fresh air and shiny lights, I am sharing with U my Love, my Joy, and my exciting, positive, beautiful, and magical world that we call - Life. Yes, everyday I tell myself that I am lucky ... so lucky ... to know that I have you, my dear friends ...
Monday, June 27, 2011
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Very open, honest, and poetic. I admire your beauty and courage Miss Bai Ling! :)
I missed celebrity rehab, had to celebrate a birthday and it sounds like what you had, "A self-induced birthday." It seems to happen like I had here, being able to open up on PT-SD and people getting even with me. It helps to be well understood
Bai Ling Meets Sean Young
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I hope you begin to understand what you are searching for. We have a tend to travel the roads that seem to be paved but only find rocks. Wishes for you!
my twitter not work good lately, not sure if you got my tweet so I post here too
@realbailing Feeling sad? WHY R U feeling sad? What CAN U do 2 stop feeling sad? DO what U CAN do, ACCEPT what U can not do. o(☯_☯)o
♥u
Hope you will be ok, Bai!
Very profound and touching. I wish you to find true peace and happiness.
It really was too much for a child to bare.
You are a true inspiration and have great courage. I agree there is a purpose in all things.
Please be gentle and loving to yourself. Your fans love you even though we don't know the real Bai Ling.
I am so sorry for all the suffering you have had to endure.
Wishing you nothing but good things! Believe in yourself.
You are tougher and stronger than you know.
Hang in there!
You must pass through pain to reach that which is worth fighting for. I know you can do it.
Nobody should think that in-depth introspection of one's self is easy and painless.
It is not.
And it is not something that can be brushed aside and away with superficiality if taken seriously.
And think of it this way - a few drunken parties ?
What is that to compare with all the crap that goes on in Hollywood ?
Not much, really not much...
You are an angel sent by the heavens,
to inpire those of us who are victims of abuse,
thank you for giving me HOPE !
Much Love to a Beautiful Soul !!
A.J
Hi Ling. Good luck on Access Hollywood. I believe you'll do good. :) Ling Smile.:) And remember Ling that life is good. "There comes a time in your life when, you walk away from all the drama and the people who create it. You surround yourself with people who make you laugh. Forget the bad, and focus on the good. Love the people who treat you right, & pray for the one's who don't. Life is too… short to be anything but happy. Falling down is a part of life, getting back up is living"
Take care Ling. Always thinking of you. :-* <3
BAI LING goes :
" chop..chop..chop..chop "
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No, she is not chopping up vegetables to put in her Chinese wok pan to prepare and cook for us a Chinese dish.
- she is choping up most of my comments, chopping them out and not posting them.
So let me remind you my comment for your post of:
Sunday, September 28, 2008
Sexy in jacuzzi
( you said )
"I love the hot water touches my body and soul, I love the hot heat get me drunk in alcohol......
Posted by Bai Ling"
Where there is a video clip of you in a Jacuzzi
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WEALLHOPE said...
Bai Ling - YOU SCARE ME.
What are you saying?? First you post a huge bottle of Tequila, now you talk about bathing in a hot Jacuzzi drunk in alcohol ... that is a very very very bad idea.
Swimming in hot water and having alcohol in your blood DO NOT go together.
( in my work we repatriate too many foolish tourists who die because they drink and then go swimming ).
Hey all you blogger fans of Bai Ling, join me in trying to tell her to cut out that foolish behaviour.
October 2, 2008 9:54 AM
You are heading for London...? AGAIN ..??? wow
I appreaciate you Bai. It takes a strong person to open up the very essence and nakedness of their heart, soul and mind to inspire others. Continue to be proud of who you are. Never forget, even if at times you feel alone, you can look up and see that so many (even those who have never met you like myself) do care about you and look for many wonderful
I appreaciate you Bai. It takes a strong person to open up the very essence and nakedness of their heart, soul and mind to inspire others. Continue to be proud of who you are. Never forget, even if at times you feel alone, you can look up and see that so many (even those who have never met you like myself) do care about you and look for many wonderful
Bai Ling as Han in The Hustle
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Precious Bai...
I have not seen the show...only your posting here.
I have checked in on your blog periodically over the years.
I have always sensed you deeply,
I have a degree in Psychology and have had my own struggles.
For a long time I have been your friend...written to you as your friend...you even wished me happy birthday here in Hawaii.
When you last came...I was still in my unhealthy relationship.
I am now free.
I have always felt we should meet.
Never more than now.
You have a kindred spirit in me...
in so many ways.
Allow an honest passionate gentleman meet you as a friend.
The thing is...by doing so...you help me come alive...giving birth
to my gifts in life...which in turn will help you and many others.
I can help you and help you calm...and...perservere.
If I can't get you to respond to my emails here on your blog...AND keep them for only you...not advertising MY personal feelings to the world by posting them...
We can meet...I can show you ways
and friendship and love like NO other man can.
Bai...my very name means protector!
And I have only been lied to and hurt...stripping of my gifts.
Allowing me in your life as a friend...opens all possibilities.
Help, care friendship...love...for you...help, care...love for me.
Even...a child...which we both want
even at our age.
Bai Ling...dear soul...I beg you one time...contact me...so you may hear me...one time...and take a leap of faith...together...on simply finding a kind-souled heart.
Please don't post my words here.
Keep them for yourself.
Most importantly...the time is now.
Call me...and say Ni Hao...to the best friend you may ever have in this lifetime.
Did you hear what I just said...?
You deserve to feel strong...safe...loved...even motherhood...for you...for your Mom...for a gifted child...for me...and for this world...
It is the most important contribution really that you can make in this life.
Even if not with me...listen to my words.
In having...raising...loving and creating...your child...and his father...your focus will change from your sad and fragile memories...to the beautiful more important child...you have created.
Bai...please...do not post this...
and call me...hawaii's area code...
883-0012...anytime...just to talk.
Anytime.
Your true friend full of heart and knowledge...is here for you now.
Overcome your fears or awkwardness.
Nothing great...comes from within our comfort zone. Remember that...and me!
Aloha and a hug...
Will
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Wait a minute... what do I see here ?
That stool BAI LING is sitting on ?
Is it just an impression I have, or is it taller than the stools of those other two ladies ?
This is so that BAI LING would not appear shoter than them ?
We know BAI LING is tiny... but to give her the Mc Donald's baby chair stool ? ....lol
You really touched me. Watching you on Rehab I really wished I could make you laugh, put a smile on your face . Like most people I probably watch this show and others like it to see people make jackasses out of themselves. For some reason I actually felt for you. Really I thought.. O I hope she gets to a place where she can be happy and feel safe ! Best wishes to you ! I'm rooting for you !!!
Warm Regards
Stephen Crawley !
I spent a lifetime looking for you
Single bars and good time lovers were never true
Playing a fools game, hoping to win
Telling those sweet lies and losing again.
I was alone then, no love in site
I did every thing I could to get me through the night
Don't know where it started or where it might end
I'd turn to a stranger just like a friend.
I was looking for love in all the wrong places
Looking for love in too many places
Searching her eyes, looking for traces
Of what I'm dreaming of
Hoping to find a friend and a lover
I'll bless the day I discover,
You - looking for love.
♥
I wish you well. At 32 it is very odd for me to have my first celebrity crush. I have always considered it a silly fetish maintained by the young. I love your spirit. I have made it a point to check out as many movies as have been available to me because you are a tantalizing personality. I do hope that you learn to understand your alcohol use, and maintain your wonderful spirit. I am unable to add people as i have added to many friends recently so Face book has blocked me from doing so. I would be very pleased if you added me. My real name is Kamau Wilkins... I am a stay at home dad and home school my beautiful six year old son Mateo Ajani Wilkins, and care for my splendid partner Heidi-Mae hardy. I do hope that by having a friendship I can make you laugh and enjoy the beauty that is in you. Good luck, and I hope to speak with you someday.
I wish you well. At 32 it is very odd for me to have my first celebrity crush. I have always considered it a silly fetish maintained by the young. I love your spirit. I have made it a point to check out as many movies as have been available to me because you are a tantalizing personality. I do hope that you learn to understand your alcohol use, and maintain your wonderful spirit. I am unable to add people as i have added to many friends recently so Face book has blocked me from doing so. I would be very pleased if you added me. My real name is Kamau Wilkins... I am a stay at home dad and home school my beautiful six year old son Mateo Ajani Wilkins, and care for my splendid partner Heidi-Mae hardy. I do hope that by having a friendship I can make you laugh and enjoy the beauty that is in you. Good luck, and I hope to speak with you someday.
BAI LING Twitted to me:
"realbailing @WEALLHOPE I only want positive the world shadowed by too much negative so do we, let's find light make the world a better place 4 us 2 live
30 minutes ago via Twitter for BlackBerry® in reply to WEALLHOPE"
Me negative ?
Now that is new -
BAI LING, I think you've changed more than what we can suspect...
WEALLHOPE @realbailing Me negative ? Now that is new... ..BAI LING, I suspect you have changed more than what we can imagine
Today, 1st July, is the 90th anniversary of the foundation of the Chinese Communist Party.
- Founded in Shanghai 90 years ago.
Big elebations in China today.
How will you celebrate it BAI LING ?
Your revealing to us in the "Dark Memories of Chinese Army"
article that you suffered sexual abuse by your superior officers in Tibet while serving in the army does not come to me as a surprise.
The fact that it appears you had to be hospitalized for psychological troubles while serving in the army was clue enough that something really serious had happened to you while you where there.
It does not take a genius to figure that out.
I've never mentioned nor asked you about that period because I wanted to refrain from bringing back in you troubled memories.
And for the same reason I never mentioned Qiji in the past.
Now that you are undergoing a mental reworking of you past, I hope you will find it less painful to look back and admit the reality of what happened.
Life is also about knowing how to balance both pain and pleasure.
And try to remember... finding serenity is the key that opens the door to a happy life.
Bai Ling Reina ,I wish you all the best.Thank you for telling your story and helping survivors.Bless you
I am really sorry to hear that you have had this great tragedy inflicted on your life. I can't imagine the years of torrment you have endoured. I have had my own tragedy that had left me in a dark place. My brother, a friend, and i went on a long car trip togther. I had been driving for awhile and was tired so i ask my friend to drive, unfortunately he didn't tell me he had been up all night drinking and he ended up falling a sleep at the wheel crashing in to another car killing himself and my brother.I blamed myself for my brothers death for years, after being near suicide i realized that the only way to make my anger and emotional pain go away was to Forgive myself. I finally have my closure i need to move on with my life.
We must forgive ourselfs and those who have harmed us or the venom will continue to posion our souls. Forgive and let your spirit be reborn in peace.
What a way to wake up to a Sunday morning here in Italy and learn that last night you got involved in a hit and run car accident.
My volley of Twitter messages to you on the spur of the moment:
1)What the hell??? - Are you injured ?
2)Ok, if you are in a police station that means you are not injured, not badly i mean ...
3)You scared the shit out of me - what a way to wake up to a Sunday here in Italy, learning that you in LA got in a car accident
4)Are you back home now ? You were in police station 9 hours ago...
5)That new car you have ...white, wrong color - you should have kept to red, maybe they would have seen you better
6)How are you feeling now ? Did they hit you sideways or from the back or from the front end ?
7)Take a photo of your car, show us the damage, put it on Yfrog
8)And PLEASE - PLEASE - PLEASE twitt to us telling how you feel right now
Sunday today - another VH1 episode on Celeb Rehab
( which I can't see from here )
Now also, if these few words can be of any help to you:
-> regardless of what happened to you in the past, look how far you came.
Look at how you climbed out of it.
No longer in London ?
Back in LA now ? Already ?
Gosh - That was the shotest stay for one of the longest trips ever.
More than a flight attendant...
No longer in London ?
Back in LA now ?
Already ?
Gosh - That was the shortest stay for one of the longest trips ever.
More than a flight attendant ...
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