My beautiful new life Bai Ling 我好莱坞的美好生活
---白靈♥

Sunday, June 12, 2011

My life and adventure

My new show premieres 26th June 9pm on VH1 then every Sundays 9pm
Also watch me live on Access Hollywood 29th 11am Wednesday on NBC Channel4


























Yes Its been a long time since I post here, cause my mom is here I spend every single day and moment with her, its a joy but also a full time job taking care of her showing her around latrarily, I am her's personal asistant, driver, interpreter, entertainer and cook, but I refuse to cook, cause I just don't cook, can you imagine if I do? Wow I will be going totally insane long time ago, too many jobs, of cause 3 times a day I would have to take her everywhere to eat, in the end looking for place to eat become so difficult cause we have eaten all the restaurants many times around town so I had to drive her like 2 hours somewhere I have never been and heared of just to have a meal, amazing she even found her relatives they have lost in touch and haven't seen each other for 40 years, then the first time my Mom meets them first thing my Mom had said to this charming man was(I don't even know whats the relationship with everyone, can't figure it out, Chinese family are huge)My Mom says: "Wow You are so short!" I was like Mom you don't do that when you first meet someone, but the man was laughing and said: "Well at that time you were so young and small so I look tall."

All of them like 7 or 8 people gathered, eat talk laugh, eat some more and talk some more and then laugh some more, I just constently calling everyone the wrong name and the wrong title, its really funny but my Mom was not happy about it. I sit there with them as if it has nothing to do with me, but after a while I found all the stories are so facinating, at that time the fun and hardship and the tears of you don't know who is going to be gone the next day life in China, they had all forced to be sepreted till now...... sad, but sweet to see how my Mom and all of them were so excited as if the day should and actully did extended just for their joys, I stand in front of the window watched how slow the sun went down that night, yes quietly so beautiful... I was so happy to be just at their servise.

Yes my new car, none of you had guessed right, how come? So I am showing it to you now, I love my new car, its a special order, the seats color one of a kind, very unique, I like new things always, in the car they have all this fancy sports gere and this heating seats that I always love, even the back of your nick, they have this tiny little window that could be heated, so cool, then there is this crazy full gere of navigation system, you could play movie and vedio games even, I am sure I will never fully understand all the cool things in the car, and its super fast, well I still like Red, but after few years its time to change, I would like to drive a shinny bright pink car:)

Yes that painting is Andy warhol's original painting of Chairman Mao.

Mom safely back to China to her happy life, I am sad, first night I refused to go home cause my Mom left, I am not good of saying good bye, remember back in China while I was a child standing in the train station watching the train slowly but surely took my grandmother away is the most sad thing in my life, I cried so hard, I was so small, I run after the train, my grandmother waved her hand in the window, till the speed the space mountians and clouds came in between big shadow......

Don't know those mixed feelings of the family, it is so hard and complicated at times but also so tender touches moves your heart deep, I am such a perfactionist, so I am maybe too responsible therefore I have still no family of my own yet, cause I will not do it only if my heart is totally complately captured, Yes falling in love is the most beautiful thing in the world, you have to be so lucky:)

26th of June is my show premiere on VH1 9pm, I am nervous but also looking forward to it, as I am taking life as a fun and beautiful dangerous adventure, I will take the ride with you to watch me totally emotionally naked to the extreem...lets hope we all learn something from each other, lets hope life shows us beauty, lets hope my adventure shows you: A real woman with Faith, love, courage and honor......

My Mom brought family to me for 2 months, I was suddenly not alone, we shared so many wonderful times, my Mom has a great sence of humor so we laugh a lot, but one day she refused to eat, I was so sad and worried and don't know what to do, but often times she is so sweet, she so wanted me to have a man in my life whom truly understand me appreciate me and trully love who I am.
I told my Mom: " Its going to happen Mom cause I am happily ready."

84 comments:

WEALLHOPE?? said...

You say:
"Yes my new car, none of you had guessed right, how come?"

We lost because you have hammered us for years about Sexy-Red here, Sexy-Red there....

Oh well, my mentioning you in a color-less car is the closest thing to white, sort of, if we consider white being the combination of all the colors of the spectrum - but not a winning guess.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

You say:
Yes my new car, none of you had guessed right, how come?
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None of us has guessed right beause you have hammered us for years with Sexy-Red here, and more Sexy-Red there...

Oh well, my mentioning you drivinng around in a color-less car is the closest one could come if you consider white as being the combination of the main basic colors of the spectrum - but it does not count for winning.

( I could kill that car dealer salesman who convinced you to change car color )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

I see you are very patiotic and you always try to buy American.
The American automobile industry and workers thank you -

WEALLHOPE?? said...

How are you going to name your new car ?
.... White Spirit ??

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling. Im sorry to guess the color of your new car but it was fun guessing..:) And I like it. You have good taste in the color of your car. But also Im happy that u have your new car. Same here Ling that Im looking forward to your show VH1 Celebrity Rehab. The only thing im worried is if I see you crying on the show I would cry to on seeing u cry..:-( Im glad also on your mom Ling on seeing her family. Chinese family's are huge. I love huge famliy's ..:-) The reason is because of the joy and story's they tell each other. And Ling reading at the end about your mom refused to eat one day made me sad. :-( I would be worried to Ling. You'll find someone Ling that will accepts u and appreciate's you for who you are as a person. That will love you and be very9 grateful to have u in his life. I wish I was your man Ling. Because seeing you makes me very9 happy..:-) Well Ling. Good Night. I'll talk to you later. Take Care Ling. :-* <3

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Since you must have traded in your Sexy-Red Mercedes Slk to the same Mercedes dealer where you picked up your new Meredes car, I bet they are going to place it for sale in a special showroom for vintage collector's items and make a hell of a profit selling it.
I an just see them saying on a big billboad:
"Buy youself the cars of movie stars - now !! "

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Tricky question here...
That is a Mercedes Slk like the one you had before - maybe you just had your previous car painted white and replaced its 2 seats ?

( cheap FLY here thinks of all ways to stay cheap... )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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That Andy Wahol print of Mao reminds me that yesterday in ome thee was the once-a-year European Gay Pride Parade, and eVen Lady Gaga was theRe to sing a song.
Can you imagine Mao with a blue painted face and wearing green listick while dancing around in a gay paade ?
No way....

WEALLHOPE?? said...

So, your MOM has been hammering you to find a husband ?
Well... that was to be expected.
Nothing new there.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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A Hollywood Cookie Diet

Yes BAI LING, we know you must not be much of a cook and that you had to drive around all over Los Angeles from one restaurant to another in oder to take your MOM out to eat something.

I really can't imagine you proposing to her you own Cookie Diet as a meal..... LOL

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Unless you are a Cookie Monster, best not accept a dinner prepared by BAI LING....lol

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Just one last piece of advice and them I'm off.
Please don't drive too fast with your new car... I would not want to see all those Califonia cousin flies of mine splattered all over you car's windshield.
Just the picture of that gruesome thought sends shivers down my back...

Lior said...

Who cares about the car when there is perfection right beside it?
It's nice to see you taking care of you mom like that. I know your mom really appreciate it... even if she doesn't tell you. Maybe she does... Who knows :)

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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( a cheating little bugger of a FLY right now )

I had thought about white, but then I decided for Sexy-Red because white in Asia is the color of mourning and of death.
No way they would be selling a white car to a Chinese woman...

At least I guessed closer than all of the others when I showed you this pic of your color-less car.
Why heck, I even guessed the right make and model - you see the outline of a Mercedes Slk there ?

Does that entitle me to some sort of consolation prize ?
A booby prize of some kind ?

( now all we need is for someone to go paint a big red cross on the car's hood )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Oh... BAI LING, that is my consolation prize ?
The finger ??

WEALLHOPE?? said...

I am a bit uneasy about BAI LING being seen on the Celebrity Rehab Show.
Now, I will not be able to see it because it is not broadcasted overseas and in all truth I really don't miss seeing it.
This is because I would be uneasy seeing BAI LING in one of her weakest and frailest moments with herself undergoing an in-depth self analysis of how and why she resorted to some vice she is trying to shake off... be it alcohol, cocaine, or other such substances, or even behaviour problems.
I believe those are moments and situations the patient should share only with his/her doctor and maybe just a few other inner circle family members or close friends who are directly involved and affected by the patient.
I can't grasp the need for such a vast TV public in order to face such inner problems and insecurities.
Unless of course it is just a reality show aimed more at amusing the general public than helping the patient.
But in that case I would prefer seeing instead a long interview with questions and answers like on a radio or Tv talk show.
Whatever it is, it has been for BAI LING a new experience ... and new experiences strenghten and enrichens one's self. That could be a positive aspet.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Far from me, far from us, giving any advice and making judgements.
Be you a substance addict, or a person with serious behavior problems or whatever it might be
-it is of no consequence for us, because we all have our own defects and weak points we would like to keep hidden.

Our esteem for BAI LING will not falter because she tells us about some less glamorous aspects of herself.
It will only make her more human, more like us all.
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BAI LING, I hope that these few words of mine will help you to dispel some of the anxiety you might be feeling right now.
I am not good at saying sweet phrases like: we love you, we cry with you, etc. etc. unless they are true and sincere and not void exagerations.
( one of my defects is not showing enough my feelings )
But I can say: we all care for you. Smile.

BertNelson said...

I love to hear you speak love about your mon. It's sad to miss someone. I also love your white GERMAN Mercedes! It's high class like you! White like your pure heart. And your star stocking are awesome with those classy heels. You're a star so why not wear them too! Always love what you write!

BertNelson said...

Hey also a question. Altho I cannot wait to see you on Celeb rehab, why will you be on? What "bad" habits do you have to rehabilitate from? None I would think. Also I am afraid to watch because people are SOOOOOO mean on that show. I will die if I hear some ass speak meanly to you or about you. I would have to stop watching because I could do nothing to defend you from Chicago. I love you to much to see you hurt like that. I pray it will never happen.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Afte a long and painstaking search for Dr. Drew on the available TV channels over here, I found one of his shows being aired and titled :
" 16 and Pregnant "

...nope, that's not your case...

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Chose heads or tails and flip a coin - you always come out a winner:

Heads= You knock off your habit with Celebrity Rehab.

Tails= With what they paid you, you buy a new car.

You just can't lose.

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Personally, when flipping coins I always chose tails...or pieces of them ( yes the pun IS intended )
- lol

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Lets not worry about BAI LING facing Celebrity Rehab

...she always comes off on top.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Nice to see that someone here pointed out ( correcting me ) that you bought a German made car.
As if I, living in Europe, I would not know that.
Someone here is slow catching up with my irony ?
Duh..??

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling. I hope your doing o.k. How is the weather in LA ? Over here in EP is has been very hot. And its been over 100 degrees..:( And that's good Ling that you had people clean your carpet yesterday. And yes Ling I can image you cook. It doesn't hurt you to try Ling. Just thing positive about yourself. :) I believe in you. Ill talk to you later Ling. Good night.
-_- Always thinking of u. Take Care Ling. :-* <3

WEALLHOPE?? said...

My best guess is that the producers of "Celebrity Rehab"
must have faced the glim prospect of a TV flop unless they could find someone worthwhile who could really catch the attention of the public.
Then someone came up with the brilliant idea of having you on their show to save their asses.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

All in all, this "Celebrity Rehab"
thing might have other secondary benefits like making you famous on the TV screen and not only on movie screens.
Maybe the general public will get to see you on different TV shows in the coming future... lets hope so.

CityKid said...

Hey Bai,

Sounds like you've been having fun - Mom, new car and Warhol.

Perhaps Debbie Reynolds has something you might want to have? She's selling off her "museum."

http://www.icollector.com/Debbie-Reynolds-The-Auction_a9882

How 'bout that MG that Marilyn Monroe and Cary Grant used in "Monkey Business?"

http://www.icollector.com/1952-red-MG-TD-used-by-Marilyn-Monroe-and-Cary-Grant-in-Monkey-Business_i10658113

Anyway, glad you're back and posting again!

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Oh crap, I knew I would have forgotten about it !
It was something I wanted to suggest for you and for your MOM, a nice little trip I'm sure she would have enjoyed during her stay with you in Los Angeles.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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A trip over the Los Angeles area and even down to San Diego in a Zeppelin airship.
Go hovering over California's coastline in a slow and silent mode, beautiful and unique.
See:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NUcpevU-Vlg

http://cbcoastalalliance.com/home-page/flying-high-over-the-long-beach-harbor-zeppelin-style/


Too bad I did not remember about suggesting this.
But maybe you did not have enough free time available... It'll be something to remember about next time your MOM visits you.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

And yes BAI LING if you really get worked up and excited on the airship trip, you can play the role of Grace Jones in that 007 James Bond movie titled:
"A View To A Kill"


inside Zorin's airship

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HmQnEyiGdGQ&feature=related

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FiH2dRV7yAs&feature=related

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Lunar eclise tonight.

Something to irritate our Moon Princess...
Tonight there will be a total Lunar eclipse and the Moon will appear red ( sexy-red ) while being inside the cone of shadow projeted by our Earth when between the Moon and the Sun.
This phenomen will last 3,5 hours.
It will not be seen again 'till 28 September 2015.

Why should this iritate our Moon Princess ?
Because it cannot be seen in North America.... LOL

bai-waii said...

Come to Hawaii...

bai-waii said...

You look great!
Your soul stirred by Mom.
Your new show.
Your Being is ready...for it all.

You deserve the very best...
for you...
from the man who moves you like never before.

Then...the real life...your baby...
the man to bring to Mom...

Fly away to Aloha...with a new outlook...
Who knows what you might see as you
view life even more beautifully...
feel more...relax and let life guide and comfort you...

Love is in the air...

Aloha, you most cosmically loving woman.
You deserve love beyond even your imagination...

Xie Xie...Piao Liang...
And Xie Xie to your Mom...for having you...and instilling a sense of humor in you.

Come for a Mai Tai...a lei...
and a walk and conversation...
and float for a while...

With someone who gets you... ;-)

XO

bai-waii said...

Sweet Woman...
It seems you have chosen...not...
to post my words to you.
I prefer this...and you have kindly done this before for me.
Xie Xie.

If you continue to keep my words
and emails only to yourself...you
allow me to communicate with you
on a more important level...and I can and will reveal more of myself
and share with you.

I am also at a brand new crossroads
of my life...and feel full of love and possibility...
Join me...at least in communicating.

If it is between only you and me...it can be more intimate and
satisfying for us both...rather
than media broadcasting my feelings.

I would love to meet you...converse...listen...learn...
teach...MEET...and enjoy a new friendship...
If it feels right...we can explore more.

I am in Hawaii.
I have felt for you for a long time...completely respectfully...
and...feeling kindred spirits with you...in many ways.

I believe you would find me attractive...especially after we
met and spoke and looked in each other's eyes and reality.

Dear otherworldly Chinese beauty...
I would surprise you and your hungry ready heart...
I want to experience China with you...and walk the corners of this world and whatever others...our synchronized energies take us.

I could perfectly edit your blog words correcting English and spelling errors if you wish...as we enhance and enjoy each other's energy...especially
sensual.

I could have performed as a Butler helping you with the cooking, driving, detail attending to your Mom's needs during her stay.
I am serious. I have done this already for the rich and famous.
I could have helped you tremendously during your Mom's stay...allowing you to relax and just enjoy time with her...like being served...next time!

Have you been to Bali yet...?

Show me a sign, Ling...and I will send my photos and contact.

You radiate love and passion and sexuality...
If you are brave enough...and truly want the one man unlike any other...who gets you...enhances you...is loyal and as passionate as you...simply try me.

I...and Hawaii...invite you...
for a walk in the clouds.
Take my hand...
My world...and contact info. is percolating for our chance at the greatest happiness.

Care to meet...?

Aloha, and a kiss on your hand,
Wil....

bai-waii said...

Times are changing, piao liang.
Just as from red...to white...
Alter your thinking...and you will change your world.

You say you want to step up your life...and find the one...the unique special man...
Than you must think...and look...and live...differently...
than you ever have before.

Break the mold!

Aloha, and a kiss on your cheek,
Wil....

bai-waii said...

Dear Precious Soul...
If you are kind enough to continue to keep my words only for yourself...I will offer you my personal information...
So you would have the opportunity to contact me...if you wish...and
privately.

I was in a constricting relationship last time you visited Hawaii...which prevented mefrom coming to meet you.

I am free now...for the moment.
Let's meet dear Ling.
The timing is perfect.
The moon is full.
Step into a leap of faith.
I promise to catch you.

A strong hug,
Wil....

bai-waii said...

Your Mother would be pleased...
bawaii3 at yahoo
No expectations...only possibility.
Nature...and your potential mate...
await your move.

With a spooning hug,
Wil....

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Nice try BAI LING, nice try...
Yep, we know that you tried to convince the Mercedes car dealer to throw in an Andy Wahol as an extra free optional when buying you new car, but it did not work.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Two examples of Chinese people who rose from nothing way up to the pinnacles of fame, each one in his/her field.

Hey, have I ever told you that I've read Mao's little red booklet ??
A French translation, and I can assure you it was hard as hell to find.

Do you still have your copy stashed away and hidden somewhere ?

WEALLHOPE?? said...

BAI LING = White Spirit
... with a white car.

( I like a lot that personalised front license plates you have )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Oh Heavens - just because I mentioned having read Mao's little red book and asked you if you still had your copy of it stashed away somewhere, that maybe gave you the idea to change your Twitter picture.
Now we can see there the photo of you when you were very young and in the Chinese Army....

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Your new Twitter layout is very pretty, but only one thing missing ...a yellow square with a black FLY among those you follow ...hehehe

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Again you changed your Twitter pic - now we have the one when you ran out of gas and you're pushing your car to the gas station?

WEALLHOPE?? said...

on Twitter BeginstheFall wrote:

"BeginstheFall @realbailing U know, U could make changing your picture into a little contest. We guess who,what or where. Just an idea. ;)"

NOW THAT IS ONE HELL OF A GOOD IDEA Beginsthefall - historically I'm very good at that on her Blog.

Ok this photo on her Twitter is when she had ran out of gas and had to push her car to a filling station.

- or maybe she did not run out of gas, had a breakdown ?
The dealer sold her a lemon ?
( not very good publicity for Mercedes )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Your most recent clip on

http://www.youtube.com/user/88babybling1

is a very touching clip
- thank you BAI LING.

I am sure your Celebrity Rehab show will be of the most interest for everyone.

I hope film making producers will get to see you there from a very different angle and appreciate you also as a person.

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling. You really made my day on watching your posted video "Bai Ling say's hello." And dont be nervous Ling about your Premiere show" Celebrity Rehab. Just think Positive. And I understand Ling on something u were uncomfortable talking about on your posted video. But I understand. Well I hope your having a good weekend Ling. I was with my brother today "the one that works at Starbucks" Buying a father day gift for my dad for tomorrow. And I also took him to go eat Chinese food today also. And we got full...:) Kung Pao Chicken is my favorite. Well Ling ill talk to you later..:) Always thinking of u. :-* <3

Olrik said...

If you want to do some serious drama you should hook up with this actress/director named Yan Cui; I think she lives in your town...

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling. I hope u had a wonderful day today. Today I was just at home, relaxing and enjoying my father's cookout. And my father loved his gift I gave him. What I remember about what my father taught me and told me is to always think positive. And thats good Ling that your father taught you to play the violin. Do you still remember how to play it Ling the violin ? And how is it going Ling with your reading your Script for your role ? I believe in you Ling that you'll do good on your role. Well Ling Ill talk to you later. Im going to sleep already and dream of you Ling and to get ready for work tomorrow.

Good Night :-* <3 Love you

57358 said...

I notice many people searching for your feet! and other body parts. so I have to do this:

Bare Footage starring Bai Ling's Feet, co-starring Bai Ling's Legs and special guest appearance by Bai Ling's Nipples

http://57358.blogspot.com

I'm sorry Sweet Feet :]
forgive me?

Ejay said...

Hi Bai, its nice to read your post arfter a long break.
Good luck with your VH1 show & I love your You Tube clip.......& you !!!

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Little Daniel FLY has done his homework.
Here is a literal transcription
I made of what you said in that video clip you posted here, just in case someone would also like to read your words...

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Hello everyone, it's Bai Ling
uhm, its Friday evening,..uhm, have'nt talked to you for a while
so I've been busy and my mom was here
for two months so I was with her everyday every moment
and somebody told me I,..I put a..how do you say that?
muh ..the the phrase you put a, put my feet.. uhm..mouth?
somewhere it is like, I don't now how to say
it is like you do what you say
because I, ..I every moment I was taking care of my mom
for two months
so I enjoyed it very very much
so right now I really miss her because we shared so many
wonderful times together and she's funny and she's a
character so I miss her and ah...
Yeah, what I want to share with you..ehm, ah..
I have not been here for a while
I miss talking to you and sharing with you my life
and today I'll..s ..I was sad, I was going through
something very difficult and I,..I'm not sure I'm
comfortable sharing with you at this moment and -bye bye.
Yeah I want to let you know that next week the 26th on
Sunday 09:00 PM and.,.my show Celebrity Rehab will
première on VH1 and hopefully you watch it and yeah on
Twitter realbailing I'll probably have life and I'll answer
questions for you are on Twitter so I can talk to you any
questions you have for me,..ehm ,
It was a difficult journey for me at that time I was there,
but I somehow...I'm not sure actually its not what
you thought and a lot of people already judging me
others ..you have not seen it yet, uhm..I'm really nervous
because they are 24 hours they are filming us I just hope..
yeah I have faith for the producers and the production and VH1 they
will have the most positive show about each one of us
to uhm....to dedicate to you, basically it's a documentary
of human being's life so what we went through
and what do we have problems in, yeah, of our's life,
you'll learn a lot about me
probably never known, even a lot of stories I've haen't even
told my parents.
But I, I think I .. yeah I leaned so much about myself too
and I... it's very subtle and sensitie emotion beutiful journey
and its muh better and muh more elegant beautiful than you would
imagine and the and internal jouney I go though, I went though
So I ..I hope they will capture me, or present you a real woman
who is living, lived, were living a real moment of life of truth and hopefully
you' ll see my jouney probably you'll understand me more and and...
...like me more, and not just you idea of me of a real Bai Ling
Hopefully I will show you a real woman with a vulneability, love, faith,
and ah..courage and honor.
So I want whoever is watching me here talking to me.. in the industy
like producers and directors who can see me, see me though the
surface, see me inside my soul as a beautiful artist because
that's reason I'm here in Hollywood and I want to show you who I am,
I want to give my gift to the art.
Hopefully I'll have more more wonderful beutiful oppotunities to,
to share with you my sensibility, my vulneability, and my compassion
love though art.
uhm.. Also I'm excited to première my own movie, it is called Erotic,
but it is not what you thought.
It is something... you'll see it's fun, it's funny and it's ehm.. sexy ...
it's funny, it's just funny it's a new moment of... uhm
I'm not going to tell you, your have to wath it
So I'll première on the same day -here,
So hopefully you'll come back to watch it , and and to..to write comments
and tell me how you feel
And also I...I'll probably will be on life on Twitter, realbailing,
to life chatting and.. and to answer your questions about the show,
if you have questions if you are watching it.
So 26th 09:00 PM hopefully I'll be on realbailing on Twitter talking with you.
So ask you friends to come join you join me fo the wondeful jouney that we'll
share together.
Thank you for visiting me.
Bye

WEALLHOPE?? said...

And what else can I say ??
BAI LING, maybe the fact that you get excessively high spirited when drinking too much champagne worries you -
Maybe you get worried because alcohol can cause you to act in ways you would pefer not to ?
That is true for all of us.
No single person is immune to the effects of excessive drinking.
Far East Asians, particularly Japanese, lack an enzime which breaks down alcohol rapidly and thus they get drunk on much less alcohol than us Western people.
It is something to be aware of, because the ill effets of alcoholism lurk in the dark waiting to destroy you.
All chemical compounds are poisons when taken in excessive doses.

As with everything in life, it is always a matter of equilibium and self balancing between extremes.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Now, if instead what troubled you is something coming from the past, from your childhood, then all we can do and should do is to shut up and listen to what you will have to say on the Rehab show.

We are all humans; we are all willing to seek the good aspects in other peole.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

If that which has troubled you is something coming from your past, from you childhood, then all we can do and should do is to shut up and listen to what you will want to tell us on the Rehab show.

Remeber, we all tend to seek the good aspects in our fellow man...
we all see bits and pieces of ourselves in each single person we meet.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Coming to grips with ghosts of the past is no easy thing. You'll make it, just have trust in yourself - please.
See ? You say today you met talented people in Hollywood who moved you so much - good things can come from meeting others.

Alex Campos said...

Ling. Dont be nervous about your show on VH1. I will support you always Ling. Just Please remember to be strong and think Positive Ling. :-*
<3

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Leslie said...

WEALLHOPE~

Maybe Bai Ling can hook you up with Celebrity Stalker Rehab because you are WAY over the top, dude.

Mental.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Blogger Leslie says this about me:

"WEALLHOPE~
Maybe Bai Ling can hook you up with Celebrity Stalker Rehab because you are WAY over the top, dude.
Mental"

No, I don't think so because I'm a lost case.
Anyway it is nice to know that my
"outstanding qualities"
don't go by unnoticed
-LOL

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Daniel FLY is a little bug, like all flies.
I won't go "bug" you also on Facebook... just here and on Twitter.

www.facebook.com/realbailing

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Celebrity Rehab, June 26 at 9pm Pacific Coast Time ? .....that is impossible for me, I'll be at work Monday moning 06:00 AM Italian time
- craaaaap !!

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling, How are you ? I hope your doing o.k. How is your week going for you ? Just dont worry about to much about Sunday. Everything is going to be o.k. :)I promise you. And Ling I have a surprise for you but ill tell you this Sunday on your VH1 premiere. :) Ill talk to you later Ling. Take Care Ling :-* <3

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Think of this Celebrity Rehab experience as for what it really was and for what it really gave you: an IMPROVEMENT in your life.

That way it will be a bit easier for you to put it in the right perspective.

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling. Good Morning. Your Probably going to sleep already and Im getting ready to go to work. LoL. I barley watch the sneak peek of Celebrity rehab Premiere Episode 1 - Intake.
And to tell you the truth Ling it made me under stand you of the real bai ling. And it made me cry and sad to see you cry and being scared on your first day there at celebrity rehab. I do believe ling that your grandma is protecting you. And I under stand also the reason why you were there because of you had a drinking problem. :(
In reality Ling Im happy for you that you went there to get help for your drinking habit and learn more about yourself. With all my heart Ling Im giving you a big support for you. Ling I use too drink Alcohol too. But not anymore. I have not drink for two going to three years.And do I miss it. No. I dont miss it at all.. :) Ling dont drink anymore. Its bad for you and
I get worried about you alot. Ling how is it going on the Script for your role ? Ill talk to you later ling. Take Care Ling :-* Muah <3

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Hollywood actor Peter Falk,
( Liutenant Colombo TV series ) died today in Beverly Hills
- I really liked his ionic role

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Hollywood actor Peter Falk,
( Liutenant Colombo TV series ) died today in Beverly Hills
- I really liked his iconic role

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Cool it - calm down - no big deal - whatever will be shown of you on TV Celebrity Rehab, you are still human with all your qualities and defects.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Those dastards - those tucking dastards of VH1.
Look what appears on my screen when I try to view Celebrity Rehab preview clip.

It says:
"Sorry, we're unable to offer this video to users in your region.
- video.vh1.com"

....those dastards, those tucking dastards.... they have it against little Daniel FLY in Italy

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Even the AMA, the American Medical Association, recognises that drinking one glass of red wine per day ( two, for men ) is good for your health because the tannin compounds are antioxidants.

As with all things in life, it is a matter of finding equilibrium and balance.

What's harmful is the booze binge to get knocked out...

WEALLHOPE?? said...

The movie script you were reading was for Yellow Mountain ?

And what about Yellow Background ?
( my photo here )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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Wow... look at the scrath on that door !!
You should take it back to the car dealer and have that fixed.

( I'm teasing you,I'm teasing you )

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Today is Sunday... your first big day on Celebrity Rehab !!

You are really going to experience something new seeing yourself exposed on a TV reality show.

- It'll all go well.
Trust that.

WEALLHOPE?? said...

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I am casting for the upoming movie titled:
"Yellow Hill"

see the yellow hill behind me ?

WEALLHOPE?? said...

The opening scene of that western movie Yellow Hill could be:
-dark black screen, slowly opens from the center like the shutter of a camera ( shades of 007 ) opening on drifting sand
- an harmonica plays a tune
( shades of Spaghetti Western )
- the drifting sand clears and leaves way to a rolling tumbleweed
while the tune of the harmonica dies and is replaced by the ever increasing buzzing sound of bugs flying around... flies ?
- the rolling tumbleweed suddenly stops, blocked by a big pile of cow dung
- pile on which dozens and dozens of flies ( me and my cousins ) are happily feasting buzzing all over it
...buzzz buzzzz buzzz

The scene is a concise image of aesthetic beauty, and creates suspense for what will follow next...

Maybe ... a FLY ( that's me ) takes off from the bunch of his other buddies flying high up along the slope of that Yellow Hill giving a bird's eye view
( fly's eye view ) of the hill and what is below
- when reaching the top of the hill, over the crest, the view opens up to the valley and to its western town beneath.

The rest is for you to imagine..

WEALLHOPE?? said...

You movie Erotic should be called EXOTIC instead because it is strange and weird, not erotic because the main erotic element is missing: YOUR SEXY VOICE

Chase Something said...

Wishing you focus & strength!

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Not having seen the VH1 episode of today because not visible in my region ( Italy ), I had to go jumping around on Internet for news.
You did not tell us that before entering the Pasadena facility for the first time, in front of its entrance and on the sidewalk, you wrote with a piece of chalk a phrase asking your Grandmother from above to protect you and then you lit a candle...

WEALLHOPE?? said...

Other Internet sources said you hinted at having had problems during your childhood, but that you chose not to go into that in depth during this episode.

Still other sources mentioned you also having said you don't have any friends....
That is a rather drastic statement coming from you, from someone who has met thousands and thousands of peole.
Is it at all possible that not even a few of them could become your true friends ?

WEALLHOPE?? said...

I don't expect you to consider me your friend because, all in all, you don't know me and we've never met.
And maybe we never will.

But me being here, in the form of a cute little FLY trying to make you laugh when possible, could be considered a sort of friendship ...
Don't you think so ?

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WEALLHOPE?? said...

Well, although I'm totally cut off from seeing VH1 because it can't be viewed in my region ( Italy ) as their link says - thanks to the goodwill of blogger "57358"
who posted on his own blog the two previews I got to see your arrival at the Pasadena center.

blogger's "57358"
link :
http://57358.blogspot.com/

A moltissime grazie = many many thanks goes out to blogger "57358"

Alex Campos said...

Hi Ling. I hope your doing o.k..:) I hope you feel better. I watch your new video "erotic" and it was very good. Very moving,deep and sexy. I'll talk to you later Ling. -_-zzz
Take care Ling :-* <3

Anthony said...

Bai this is Anthony your bodyguard from the (Gene Generation movie premiere) I hope all is well with you my friend and if you should ever need me feel free to contact me,:)

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