My beautiful new life Bai Ling 我好莱坞的美好生活
---白靈♥

Sunday, July 26, 2009

What a surprise...............


























Sorry I have been busy, life decided to distract me allure me else where far...... crazy ........ beyond the sea...... above the sky...... near you......... lost but so happy..........

Something funny just happened, I need to study something for my next project, so I went to odyssey to rent a movie called " Nights of Cabria" , they don't have it, so I drove the road hopping wondering, then suddenly I saw a big red sign on a bright yellow board says " Red Hot Video" , I went in and there are 3 guys there and I asked: " Do you have the movie nights of Cabria ?" the guy answered: " what?" so I repeated the name again, he goes: " Is that a porn movie?" I said : No I don't think so." he says : "Are you sure?" I was like : " yes!" but back of my head was like....p? Was my fiend joking with me? actully I don't know him well, but we talked about movie gets very excited and he recommended, " No " I firmly confirmed again, Then he goes: " this is a porn video store, look at all the movies....." I was like WHAT!!! Turned round I got a little scared, remember those places in bangkok and time square? then he started to show me tapes and all other 2 guys are laughing and watch my reaction and get excited, he say: "You Ok? Whats wrong? Come on come inside look at all these I will show you come look in the back....." Wow!!! I was like, he says : " Now gets you excited right?" Wow! So many of them, so many, then just now I noticed it says " All ratings" with a red flash sign, wow!!!!!! How come I did not see? What a surprise and what an experience! I thought they have a more obvious signs, well better this way, because then they can get all kinds of people in. I walked around and amazed there must be a big industry doing this, making a big market and product, so funny, those tapes twisted my mind to a story I am going to sharing with you now:

Remember when I was in China shooting movies in Beijing, 8 girls actress we live together in the film studio's hotel, cozy and intimate, girl talks every night when we turn off the lights all ready to go to sleep, often moon lights walking in brighten the room, so bright we can actually see each other's face and feet, the film we were making is a story about college students, so young girls and young guys everyday just joking and flirting, suddenly at one midnight this one girl just gets up and dressed and left in our conversation with the moon lights followed, we all thought she went to pee, because we only have the bathroom in the dark hall way, sounds like a horror movie now, but no, she did not come back till 5am, 5am no body does that in China, I used to make out with boys only till 4am or?......... so she repeated this for 5 days, no another week, wow where did she go? In the dark middle of the night in the communist country? Our hotel is sit in the end of the city, ghosts fly there, so since that day she always gets up and out at midnight, then back around 5am, I was like what's up with her? Her face became yellowed as the day goes by, my bed is next to hers so maybe I was the only one noticed, what is she doing? " please do not tell anyone!" She stopped me almost angry. while we were filming She was so nervous all the time and feeling sick:

" Would you like to go?" She finally asked me one night.
" Of cause!" I said so fast and already had my shoes on.

She hold my hands with such nervousness made feel something bad is about to happen.......

Oh my god, those dark under ground roads, dog shooting, we were running after the darkness going deeper and deeper, suddenly load noises chasing after us with a fire gun, a war started......... I have no clue where she is taking me, but we both are so scared and almost fall to the ground, I was about to cray, and suddenly 5 dogs showed up from no where and it is right now in front of us so tall......

I cannot describe how did we get passed the dogs, and what is inside..........all I can say is when the wood door opened it was another world, a world with..........a crazy mad insane under ground wired local Pornography movie party! The sound of the dogs bucks were the music that night............

In China there are no signs, we could get arrested if anyone knows, and some people say we did.

That was a dangerous game she was playing and played on me. She stopped after 2 weeks, 14 days, 14?

I think if you openly have the store so loud with big red sign then people are not interested any more, now in China it is scary a lot of my friends in the film industry start to take a lot of drugs, they call it " Yao Tou Wan" that means that thing will make you shake your head none stop.

Luckily I am naturally high, so those things can only allure me from far mountain.......

Do not do it !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Its better you get obsessed with my blog then those things, because they can take your dear life away.

Lazy Sunday with the lazy me watching time walking by left LA behind, for some reason LA always remind me of a small town in China, the landscape is so boring, except the beautiful blue sea next to my door.......

Sweet evening for you and for me......



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Monday, July 20, 2009

我在恋爱吗?




加洲的阳光陶醉着我的舞蹈着浪漫旋律的心,我的不安定的身体和身体里的八个小精灵,和我荡荡漾漾兴奋的情怀。。。。。。。跑着,跳着,歌唱着,丢失在热烈的滚烫的沙滩上蓝蓝的海洋里和你的深深的温柔的眼睛里,我在恋爱吗?

一次又一次,我赤裸的身体调戏着同样赤裸的海滩,白色的沙粒几乎看透了我藏着的秘密的热恋,调戏着一次又一次我和你。。。。。。。

躺下来望着高高的远远的云朵, 还是赶不走你的眼睛,你的热情和你的极端的浪漫的游戏,你抓着我的心飞起了一个彩色的风筝。。。。。。

喜欢在你的世界里笑着我和你朗朗的声音。。。。。。

就这样慕名奇妙的我走了,跟着你,跟着我的心,跟着你的和我的浪漫,走在危险的悬崖边缘,走着彩虹,走着只有奇迹可以发生的我的和你的打开的心房,走着我一路所有的给与。

Saturday, July 18, 2009

I am lost in the beautiful beach Right now........

I love the hot sunlight touches my skin.......feels sexy and delightful, like the butterflies wings landed danced then fly away with their gentle kiss, the touch...... Beautiful light wind and of cause the hot burning sad once again burning my body and my desire.......


Speechless but happiness in my heart..........

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Tuesday, July 14, 2009

I wake up a beautiful day for you......











Yes a beautiful day in front of me once again when I opened my eyes in another fresh morning, smile like waves gently rolling on my face and on my lazy relaxed naked body, I get up and danced my steps, I get up and opened my shinny window, yes I awake a beautiful day just for you .......


I like this image, burning fire full moon above the dark sky and vivid ghosts everywhere dancing their own shadow and catching the last breath, just like in my blog, so many invisible beings hiding behind, blurred and anxiously wanting......
you can almost see and tell they are there, they want you to feel so much, so much of their need, their pain and their almost lost voice.......and their longing for life, a beautiful life that they have no faith to believe that they deserve.......

But they don't know the life they so wanted is just there in front of them, or maybe behind? Left? Right? But firmly it is there shinny like a turning box ........ the performance is starting right now inside the tent behind me.......


You woke me up by surprise, you woke you up by surprise, your own soul woke yourself up by surprise in my light with what your thoughts and writings are left here .......

When there is suddenly no limits, no balls to play back, the sky just as open and vast as a lost dream in the desert...... Not even a car on the empty road, even dusts quietly landing their little body to sleep, sound vanished as the whole world the earth full to sleep and end, where are you going to go now?
.......


What a week I had, so beautiful that my soul opened a rose garden for me to see to smell to dance gently with my eyes closed but still see....... Beauty romance like a unfolding magic world as the performance behind me inside the tent under the sky, yes, this is where you can finally find your long lost dream..... Inside, inside you......


My life takes me way, takes my breath away, takes Me to where my dream awaits so near .......

Happiness my heart sings like the fastest cheetha running speedy so gracefully in the open desert, sunlight vast wind shouting out so loud a laughter.......


In the chinese consulate for hours waiting to get my visa, funny I am Chinese but I need to get a visa to visit my country? Twisted, But I am happy sitting here with so many others, because then I have the time to write to you.....


So many people are here, yes! China is the hottest place on earth its on fire right now my beloved country.......


Be well my friends, I missed you......



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Monday, July 6, 2009

You are the magic..........





In the sky there is sunlight also there are tears.......

For the last few days, everywhere I go, everyone I talked with, on TV, news papers, in the air you breath, is all Michael jackson, I have a few friends who are his friends and closely worked with him, we all talked about is him, his magic and tragic, his mystery and his beautiful music, the world is shine with his light and his magic......
everywhere in the air, echoes the sound of the beauty and the magic of the world's pop king Michael jackson.........

As sad as it is, as beautiful as it is, even children knows him and his music, they lip singing every his songs on the beach in the sun this weekend while I was lost near the sea.........the earth is full of happiness of joy that michael brought us.......
Echoes far away his music through our soul, travels cross the sea the sky...........

Michael jackson made me understand the magic of the magic........

There is only one Michael Jackson, if there is life, then there is Michael jackson.

Here is my contribution to him: 献给麦克

Magic you are 你是奇迹
With the tenderness like water 似水的温柔
With the strength like wind 似风的强壮
With a danger like fire 似火的危险
With the sharpness like a knife 似刀的锋利
With the craziness like a volcano 火山般的疯狂
With a stillness that pages of poetry walking through 诗歌从宁静中一页一页的走过
your eyes 你的眼睛
Silence...... 沉默

And more...... 更多。。。。。。

power 伟大
Brighten life to its extreme 把生活闪光到及至
from the deep earth 从地球的深处
from the highest mountain 从大山的高处
the endless sky 无尽的天空
the life beyond 比生命更远的运处
you 你
walk to us 向我们走来

I have never seen 我从未看见
Never seen anyone like that 从未看见任何一个人
powerful 伟大
yet so vulnerable 却也那麽柔弱
innocent 单纯
yet so complexed 却也那麽复杂
magic 奇迹
yet so normal 却也那麽普通
popular 流行
Yet so alone 却也那麽孤独
so do wanted to live 那麽渴望生命
yet wanted to escape 却也渴望逃避
...... 。。。。。。

lost 失落
powered 伟大
live in its dream 生活在梦里
Till now....... 直到现在。。。。。。

Sadness 忧伤
Beauty 美丽
Magic 奇迹
echoes in our soul 回响在我们的灵魂
Forever 永恒的
lives in our lives 活在我们的生命
Touched 触摸着
A magic 一个奇迹
Like the brightest star 像最明亮的星星
Up high 高高的
In the sky 在天上
smiling 微笑

sunlight 阳光
You bring 你带来
beauty 美丽
You bring 你带来
sadness 忧伤
You bring 你带来
nature's gift 天上的礼物
You brought to us 你带给我们

Music。。。。。。 音乐。。。。。。

Precious 珍贵的
So tender 那麽敏感
precise 准确的
So firm 那麽不可动摇

Captured 拥有
You captured me 你拥有了我
My soul 我的灵魂
My breath 我的呼吸
The vibration 我的节奏的
To Move 移动
your magic 你的奇迹

Take away 带走了
you take away 你带走了
the vision 视线
The sound 声音
The passion 激情
The love 爱恋
The life 生命
The breath 呼吸
you take the breath away 你带走了呼吸
Of the entire world 整个世界的呼吸
....... 。。。。。。

Fire burning....... 火燃烧着。。。。。。
as you danced away........ 就像你舞蹈着走过。。。。。。
beauty 美丽
remain 留下

You still the magic light 你静止了奇迹的光亮
you are our magic...... 你是我们的奇迹。。。。。

May peace with you Dear Michael 安息吧亲爱的麦克



洛杉磯沈浸在失去一代歌王的憂傷中,世界沈浸在失去一代歌王的憂傷中,但他給了我們奇蹟,音樂,靈魂和歡樂。。。。。。。

讓我們為Michael 慶祝生命!
Michael Jackson 將和我們和世界的生命靈魂美好爱和奇蹟永存!




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Friday, July 3, 2009

Bring out your positive loving soul.........

















Michael jackson will be missed forever, and his spirit and music will live with us forever..........

Only by its own roots
does a tree stand tall
only by its own light
does the sun shine brightly and bring life to our world
And it is with you
only when you're trusting
loving and rooted in your true Self
will the life that is your highest potential begin to manifest
Only when you are walking on the path of your highest potential
will you ever be able to shine brightly
then bring light to the darkness in others......

Speechless I am
by your vivid spirit alive
so happy I am
but remember
only nourishing the positive
the loving soul
shine with only the light that is brighten your own heart
brighten the vision of your eyes
brighten the road you are walking on
only then
you have lived the day
.........

Happy 4th of July

lets celebrate life!
Yes I am with you........

Life is meant 2 be celebrated as if its th only moment in front of your eyes,rock the vote!!!!!!!!!

Bai Ling Before
The New Bai Ling
Bai Ling Before
The New Bai Ling

Happy 4th of July! My little fun game for you. Choose your favorite Bai Ling.