As I promised to you........

I could not find those pictures with those 5 young boys in the Jacuzzi, invisible black berry how can you see and find anything that is hidden inside? Its like in a complately dark room you are trying to find a needle how possible? I am just so bad at it, but still trying my best, maybe those are not supposed to post? Sometimes we just have to listen, mystery of life always teaches us give us sign in their own way.........

I am so excited in the middle of finding and creating my character Black, you have no clue how cool she is, she is so cool that event to me she is a dark mystery with red shoes, she is so deep and sexy and unknown to me, she is so much more complicated than me and unpredictable and dangerous, and has so much power, and its fun just to follow her lead, tentative I am follow her shadow, its scary the feeling I have but so intriguing and exciting, because I don't really know what she is going to do and who she really is......

Wow, where are those power coming from? her eyes.......

But I will make her a mad magic.........

Again our director is so cool and so creative and trust and daring and imaginative and let me play him? Someone you would imagine as tall as a basketball player in the lakers and powerful like the godfather, in those early powerful beautiful " God father" movies.....

Our director said to me, " I really want you to be in the movie and well I was thinking, I really want to do something with that character Big Black, well then only Bailing can pull that off, because you are a really good actor......." I am grateful, see this is really hollywood, dispide the other side which people always concentrated on, but there are great artists here in hollywood, and I live and work for them, they are so cool, but actually they don't live in hollywood, they are outside of hollywood, but those people who are in hollywood they are actually not hollywood people, they are just there party and trying to make money and flouting on the serface, but the real artists they are in their own sensitive private world and bring their magic elsewhere to hollywood. Beautiful........
like Lucas and Copppla and many more.......

I love and respect people who have the real talent and give their talent with magic touch totally and beautifully to others and to the world, and they make our world a beautiful place, because their art touches our heart and soul, and forever brings tears and laughter like sun shine and rain to our eyes...........

I am so lucky to have worked with so many talented artists, and many more to come, I cherish those time and memories, they are like blooms, like stars, like children always land magic and dreams in my heart and on my journey......

I am lucky...........

More hot pics when I have time find them, and those are all part of my crazy weekend and more..........

The girl with me she is 5 months pregnant, how beautiful is that?
But I won some cute animals home, a bear and another bear and a beautiful cute turtle so I can hold when I am cold, when the wind comes from the far away sea...........

a lovely evening to you my friends...........

Yes, smile, smile at breakfast, smile at lunch, smile at dinner and of cause smile at dessert, smile many times a day like you are taking your vitamins and often and smile all the time, even when you are sleeping still trying to smile big..........Yes, I am not kidding, then only then you will see a light a beautiful light you lighted in yours and others heart...........

Yes I finally found those Casino pics, I was looking for the Big Black in the cold lost Hollywood park Casino, so many lost souls there, after 4 hours I finally set on a table just like Big Black, I fit so well and my soul went directly under the low table, but Big black? Where is he? In the sunset evening with the lights so quickly changing its temper, Big black appeared invisible, he is playing big games with me with sudden hush wind almost lifted me to the Casino's roof and fly directly to the air and I know Big Black is going to drop me all the way down hard smashes me like a little toy to the pavement...........Wow.......it is because I took his soul away?

And finally Yes! I found this pic of 5 boys with me in the hot hot jaccuzzi.............stop! You can't run!

My beautiful beach weekend.....

2 days I was at the beach, lost, and loved, and drink so much so much sunlight and wine, like song's of the liquid flouting into my body and my soul, wow....looks like a lobster now my skin color, but sexy......

Talked to my father, he has just woken up, its early morning in China while I was feeling my body on the hot white sand almost nude on the beach next to the big waves loud............My father is very happy and we laughed a lot, I miss him, his gentleness.........

Meet many people and went crazy dance of cause and to a casino too, gambling? Yes in deed, but learning, because the movie I got that I have to play a very professional and deadly killing mafia like of an export gambler, he says: " I do this for a living Bro...." So cool of a part, the director changed the part for me, it was originally writen for a big black mafia guy, and now it is me. I love the part, it is because I don't get to play this kind of a part often, so interesting even for me that I am curious and so want to know how Bailing is going to play this part? Power and mystery.......

Hanging out with men and women and children, I can't believe it how kids are so smart this days even when they are just 11 and 12 years old, one of my friend's son, he is 12, and so cute and sweet, he brings me flowers and makes me tea and brings me towels and warm boots and even brought me a new kind of coconut juice to take home, he is so caring and only 12? We were in the jaccuzzi me and 5 other boys after the beach, we all get cold so we jumped in, we enjoyed the hot jaccuzzi so much had a great fun conversation and played and it was so much of joy together with the hot smoke from the jaccuzzi directly fly to the open and happy sky with our laughter, I will post some of the pictures with them next post.

I am tired and can only show you these 3 pics for tonight, because I have to get up early for a shoot, my hollyday ends now.

Hope you are somewhere still having a nice relaxed long weekend, candle light with red wine and good friends and loved ones, it is so beautiful when you can go to the beach and breath together with the big blue sea, so vast when you totally lost in it like i was in the picture, the beauty captured me completely........

And danced so much in the nice music till 3am with so many people that I don't know last night, but they are all young and crazy and beautiful looking people, hollywood dose give you the painting to allure your eyes, you could so earsly lost your sight and your soul and mistaken is as the real life, in fact they are, but just for the night, night only, fantasy dances slowly to seduce you and tease you with its sexy evening danger, yes, i was seduced by its smoke and the red lights tangles with the hot fire burning my bear back........

" Do you like it?"
" Yes......"
" You are sexy........the way you move."
" Thank you."
" Do you like to dance with so many people watching?"
" What do you mean?'
" Lets dance somewhere eles just you and me......."

He is young and handsome, with his burning eyes I know he wants me.

" You are a good dancer I like that...."
" You too, lets go......."
" No wait......."

This is what you do in a long weekend, leave your thoughts locked and play with the romance for the moment of being just now......

" Shall we? lets go....."
" No, shu......lets just dance.......here....... like this........."

Life is so beautiful, like the color of the oil painting......

A tender evening smile to you...........

Those pictures were taken where I was in a hotel room last night when I was on the show, because they need a landline, very secret but nice huge suits, I turned the light very low so it felt very intimite, I always do, I like the romantic feeling in a room, it was fun the show, talking about sex, but sex is like anything eles in life, it is beautiful when you put love in it, because love give magic to all things, to us to everything on earth or on the sky, and especially in your heart and eyes, put and feel love there all the time and it is there just for you, if you have love in your heart, then you have the world of love for you because you give love to everything you touch upon, I love life, I love feel loved and have a loving heart and feeling tworward to the world, to the people I meet, but start from our own-self, knowing how to appreciate loving yourself then you will know how to give a smile and the light of love to others everyday, because they are just part of you, your mirrorr.........

Yes I am about to go to do this comedy show right now, live audiance should be so much fun, i will tell you after, and more hot pics too......

Matthew Perry is going to be on the show, he is funny.

Have a great evening my friends, I am so excited. Yes!

To a friend, Don't always be mad and angry, that is not a good way to live, be gentle, be gentle to yourself, be gentle to your soul and be gentle to others, take a step back, let people live their own life, learn to respect, respect yourself and respect others, otherwise you will not be respected. I recommended you to forget about my blog and take a break away totally from my blog. Fight your own demons somewhere else peacefully my friend, please calm down, learn to be kind like a educated gentle man and really open your heart let the positive light come through you, let it go of the past, the shadows, the hurts, and learn to really appreciate the gift that you can be a great man, as you were.

I like my blog to be a rose gardon, for my friends to come here to share and to enjoy the good and fun and delightful beauty of the positive spirits just like when you just wake up and have a smile in your heart and ready to really want to smell the saint of a red rose........

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Talking about sex tonight with me at 7pm on the air? You abstracted me yes!

Yes, you!

You abstracted me so much that I have to dedicated you with my abstracted paintings to thank you.

Art is beautiful isn't it?

I am in such a good mood to make something fun for you to enjoy and think about it and talk about it, because I have to talk about sex tonight, sex? Such a sensitive subject, but one can not live without it, thats what makes the subject interesting, but why such important element in life become a such sinsitive subject that people can not talk about it?

When I grow up of cause we can not talk about sex at all, and I don't even know what it is untill when I was in the army in Tibet in the uniform, still I did not know but just started to aware of there is something that is hidden but so exciting that is long for its life to be heard and seen, in real life, it is forbidden that is why it makes the subject so much more intriguing and fun and dangriouse, I get into so much trouble in the people's libration army dealing with male soldiers because I did not know what"s the nature of it, I wish someone would have told me, I used to think that babys coming out of momy's belly button and I was so innocent but curious at the same time, but only life taught me about life about love and about of cause sex, they are all so very beautiful...........

I enjoy life love sex and all so very much, they are our gifts to enjoy everyday and to make us happy and proud to be a humen being and give the gifts to others that you meet on your journey.

I am lucky to realize that and I am lucky to breath life as they are presented to us each everyday as a passing gift of magic, shinny my road so bright even when the moment has just passed.........

Call at: 1-877-711-5611 and talk to me tonight about sex in the air at 7pm LA time or Eastern at 10pm at:
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And tomorrow I will be on this comedy show and just to have fun, comedy is such an art, you can't find it and learn, you just have to be, be you and be there, just like anything in life, all you have to is just to open your heart and trust.
http://losangeles.ucbtheatre.com/shows/942

and I do..........

I appreciate all of you my friends come here visit me everyday, and leave me kind comments, but I understand if you have to go, with a delight I will send you your away, hope life will continue to smile at you and give you gifts, and this is life, people come and go, just like the wind, like the 4 seasons......... but I will always be here for you when you are tired on your road and need a little rest and need an encouragement, light, joy or some fun and wisdom.

Have a lovely day, and don't forget to smile............

Music is so Beautiful.....

Music..... How can one's life without music?.....the sound of the universal's soul and the sound of longing for life, for love, the sound of the poetry.....

In a classical concert, gentle, beautiful, passionate wild, simple setting but somehow it just reminded me of the hot summer nights when I was in China, heated the air, beautiful and sexy my soul feels all the time, life is romantic and simple back then, I was in love in life in the simple way, I was in love running around with my boyfriend to all the concerts lost in the heart of the happy music like a innocent child like right now with only a pure heart receiving the light......wild birds flying so free Only when music is up in the air colors our spirit so intimate and there is no laugerage need it, just the music and our breath carry the emotion touches the heart in a secret way, there is nothing can compare the feeling that music transient to the space of our soul.....

I am supposed to talk about my rehearsal for my movie shooting, meet our leading man for the first time, handsome and nice, but somehow life takes me away from that to here the beautiful evening with music flying, and right now just got an e-mail from my sister in China asking me about the earthquake, remember it was a year ago I was calling her, yes, I was just got back from juccuzzi naked of cause is the truth, and was just slowly getting ready to go out for dinner, then there is the earthquake, shaking my world and the world around me is shaking so strongly too, I did not know what to do but just stood there watching, and then suddenly realized I was naked, what if something happens? I rushed to look for my rob, slowly I found my rob and put it on and felt safe and then just stood there and truly felt and watched the vibrations of the drums from the deep down earth, kind of surreal nice feeling till everything suddenly stopped......

I was not really scared but just don't know what to do but stood there waiting for the show to end, yes can someone tell me what to do when the earth is shaking?

Don't know what kind of a game this time the earth is plying with us? But then it stopped just when my thoughts travels to meet the drums of the shaking earth.

My photo shooting got delayed because my movie shooting schedule, then I am waiting to find out a trip to Indonesia, wow how exotic then to bally, life changes constantly without my permition and notice, it throws me out of balance but also gives me many beautiful surprises......

Yes the wedding I meant to share with you, I got the rose, you know they called single women to the stage then throw the rose to us, the rose did not blink its eyes but directly flied to hit me, they say that means I am supposed to get married soon, wow, but how so? Mystery to me once again, I would like to have a family and madly in love, but how? Its really beautiful and at the same time scary, how? And how can you just get married like that with someone forever?

Wish I could do it, I wish I could and will do it soon. I believe everything starts from a dream, yes, let's plan the seed and watch it grow into a beautiful rose and hope one day it will land in your palms and mine......

Pieces of dreams, Pieces of happiness, Pieces of sadness, and Pieces of someone takes my heart away with my willingness to follow with my heart wide open and totally blind with a joy......

Dream and love are what classic music evoked me right now and tonight..... And travels to you right now........

Tomorrow at 7pm I will be on the air life at:
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So call in and talk with me on the air

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Just for you .....

I am grateful for all of you who come here to give me encouragement and support and fun and laugh .....

Xie Xie

And as I promised a Zen Buddhist story for you:

In a beautiful high mountain, only sunlight and smile can reach, there is a monk who has shaved his head and with a smile calmly living in his golden rob, a temple sit there on top of the mountain, small but firm, he is the master when his spirit landed from above many years ago, words travels like wind to cities to small towns, to people's home, many students packed their life and crossed the high mountains wide sea, crossed the snow and the burning heat of the summer, the yellow spring and the fullfilled aultum, they walked far and far away with a hope in their heart just to, and just to be in his light..... And smile and happy....

Months and years have passed, but the mountain has not changed, 6am first Sunday of another October has just arrived, as normal sitting around in the courtyard the master with his students after breakfast, sunlight is still warm and colored the mountain and all the beings that are breathing and living their lives there on a calm clean land, a silver bird flying by, wind suddenly come with its gentleness touched the leaves on the tree.....yes soft a leave moves:

"Who is moving? The leave or the wind?"

The master raised his head to feel the passing wind and closed his eyes asked.

All the students stopped breathing, this is the first time the master has asked a question in years.

Yes my dear friends, there are many answers, but what is your answer?
The leave is moving or the wind is moving ???????? Or.........

A smile

Good news, just got an offer to shoot a movie and the role I mean is fantastic, you will never believe it, the director has a creative eye.

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A story of my mother

Live to love, love to live.......

I have just posted a writing on my Chinese Blog on Sina.com in Cinese, I haven't been there for a while, but hope you can read it, funny sometimes I am thinking, its just sound I mean language, how come has a different meaning and people understand each other though sound and add meaning to it.

I miss my mother so much, so much so, I stayed up till almost 3am in the ghost's morning she is still not answering her phone and I was out and in my dreams and decided to try for the very last time:
"Who is this?" a man answered the phone finally on the other side of the ocean so far away.
"Its me uncle Liu, its Bailing,how are you? where is my mother? I have been trying for the last 8hours, no body at home and no one answers her cell phone."
" Oh bailing, where are you? Your mom is out dancing, oh no, she went to a friend's house play Ma Jiang."
Uncle Liu is still has his heavy accent from somewhere in China I don't really know.
"When will my mother home?"
"Maybe 6pm or don't really know, you know your mom." uncle Liu laughs.
"I am falling a sleep, will you please do me a faver, could you please please take my mom out for dinner tonight for me to surprise her?"
"Why? surprise her? oh, its mother's day Bailing when are you come home? we miss you."
"I miss you too uncle Liu, I will come back soon, yes, I will take you out when I return."
"Ok no problem, be careful of the pig flu."
"What? "
"The pig."
"The pig? oh the flu, I will. uncle Liu. Thank you uncle Liu, I will go to my midnight dream then."
"Dream? its only 5:57pm?'
"yes uncle, but in America we have deferent time, we are so much behind, but I will get some sleep and catch up with you ok?"
"Dream well."

I tried so hard just want to speak to my mother on the phone, I talked to my sister, my father's wife,every women in my family but not my mom, she is hard to get, funny my mom's charactor, she is wild, and I never really know if she is already married to commerid uncle Liu or not, its a mystry, uncle Liu is from the high rank in the militry, very kind gentle man, but not as tall as handsome like my father, my father looks like hollywood handsome movie star, my mother always say:" Oh uncle Liu, he is my dance partner,lets eat!" How funny is that, my mother is like a child sometimes, me and my sister sometimes standing there watch her like, " who is the mother" ? Sometimes I was calling my mother, but could not get her, then found out from my sister that she went to Russia and Paris, one time she is in Australia, my god, no one travels like her in China, people in mainland China don't travel, they save their money and stay and eat at home, but my mother? always go to the nicest restaurant, she will fly anywhere in the world as she pleases, I love her charactor so much, so free and happy, she speaks her mind but yet she is so intelligent, she teaches comparative of literatraul in one of the best university in China, then she went to japan teaches there in japaness of the same. I remember when I was a child my mother always ask me to turned off the light and go to sleep and its late, she never worried if I did my home work or was any good in school, but I was always the top 3.

In the summer time when we off school in the afternoon, we were kids, we were all so excited and want to go to swim, there is a pool in my mother's university where I grew up, only people who live in the university can go, at that time this is so luxurise, so many of my classmates have not see a pool, but my mother gives me a task after school, she left a note asked me to cut those potatoes into those very thin slices and fry them for dinner, my god, so many little potatoes in front of eyes, they will not listen to me, they run away when I try to cut them, they roll to the floor and hiding under the table, or went outside of the door, I first have to peer them, my god those days I hate potatoes so much, thats why I don't eat them ever and ever, I refuse to. I was so mad and I throw the potatoes the ones won't listen to me out off the window, one by one, only after I was done then realized what if I hit anyone? and i did, we live on the 3rd floor, but who would know where all those little potatoes coming from out of no where suddenly a little potato just hit someone on the eye or their forhead and their nose, thats the off school and off work hour, many people bicycling or by foot walk by, there were 13 potatoes in the air flying just fully ready with anger about to hit anyone who is passing by, one time an uncle from my mother's university come to our house for dinner, who had one eye covered with bad-aid, I was so afraid if it was my potato hit him, in fact i left dinner table pretending my stomic was hurting...........

Anyway then when I finally finishing cutting all those little comrade potatoes of cause that is already few hours later, I rushed to the swimming pool of cause it just closed, I cried so much, but my sister and my brother with their friends are so happy and laughing, but me with those army potatoes, can you imagine?

I still don't know why my mother made me do that.

but one thing I remember my mother told me:

" My little ling, if you have talent persut it, that is your gift, do not just find some rich man get married, but do something, give your gift to the world first ok baby?"

I was always very good at school and school was eazy for me and my mother was never really called to school much eccept when i was late or not answering the teacher's questions. I liked to play with the boys climing trees and breaking someones windows and ascape school playing the games of fighting in a war, I don't like school, every teachers always ask everyone to do and to think and to have the same answer to every questions, has to be the same answer, what if there are more answers, then the teachers will say: " No! You are wrong, little Bailing, just listen to us, we are your teacher, there is only one correct answer!" But in my little head there is this smart little spirit tells me:" No don't listen to them you are right."

But I still love my mom, because she is my mom and she taught me about life, love and the joy of life so much in her own way, she loves life, she laughs all the time, my parents brought us Violin, and I have to practice 2 hours after school, but I never do, I open the window and put the violin on the table but instead doing something eles with a boy, then I will pick up the violin just in time before my mother walks in, because I can hear her loud happy laughter miles away..............thats her spirit, full of happiness life and joy.........

I am calling my mom tonight just to catch her, maybe she is somewhere out dancing and flirt with some boys? I know there are many men after her, but comrade uncle Liu is so firm, he will do anything I mean anything to win my mother, therefor my mother can not run, she is in his hands, but he is gentle and kind, I want them together.

I miss my mom.

Happy mother's day mom.

This is not what I had in mind of writing here today, I was going to share what a beautiful afternoon and evening i had dancing crazy in the beach yesterday, but life take me here and I am very happy about it, hope you enjoyed the story and have a lovely sunday evening.

Golden sunlight is shining on our land and trees and the glass windows and people's faces, feel the tenderness and the gift of nature and life, I am very grateful, grateful to everything, grateful to the life that my mother and my father one night in a magic lovemaking, and here I am, how can I not be thankful?

My funny hot new boy friend behind me.....

Yes I am with him my new funny hot boy friend tonight, wow crazy right? it is because the moon is full, full of joy happiness and love.......

I was having coffee and dessert with 2 girl friends in Beverly hills this afternoon, so hot today in LA, just when we were leaving suddenly there were like 20 some more paparazzis having their bright flash lights shooting at me like crazy, I was scared at the first because I don't know where they coming from just so suddenly? So many of them? They were shooting with flash lights in the bright sun of 95 degree's of the hot summer heat like in Vegas burning, the sunlight itself is enough to blind me, how can they even see anything when they adds flash lights? are they blind? Maybe when they go home they can only see shadows of the ghosts girls on their camera like my 8 little mini skirt tiny spirits with their little skirts lifting up by the wind of the heat, or by the little male tiny mini skirt boys? There were also Video cameras, I am afraid is TMZ,

" Hi Bailing, when are you going back to the moon again?" the camera girl asked me.
" In the weekend" I said: " I often go back in the weekend to change my wardrobe then take thousands of flips back on earth again"

Funny just right now I am at the after film party, the producer's brother asked me out of no where :
" Hi Bailing, when am I going to see you on TMZ again? Don't let them shoot you like this please!" How funny.
I dressed very sexy today because I had a meeting early and it is so hot! Maybe the producer's. Brother got his wishes for this weekend on TMZ or is he working for TMZ?

After my coffee and dessert the 20 some puparazzis were following me all the way across the streets and we went to the kitson store shopping, they shoot from outside of the windows and waited me in the hot heat for quite sometime till we left after shopping, my girl friend said:

" Bailing you should be proud and happy that they all waited for almost an hour just for you in the super hot heat sun to shoot yo!"

" Yes I am very proud! I am An international movie star!"

My this little mischievous arrogant show off mini skirt trouble maker spirit little girl laughed so loud and post for the camera again before we take off...... She dose not care, she is so proud and delightful and enjoy and in love fully in the moment of life and being loved and admired. I will have to talk to her again tonight like the way the army leader in Tibet used to talk to me when I was laughing on the stage when I was drunk ( because the army leaders give me too many bottles of rice white wine asked me to drink them bottom up, bottom up? they each have 60 % of alcohol, I laughed so bad and loud without myself even knowing it, can you imagine in the Communist army in Tibet you laugh on stage when the play or the speech are supposed to be sad? i wrote so many apology letters, and tried so hard to change the words and made sure I don't repeat myself ) well I will wait tonight for my little mini skirt girl goes home after her mini skirt dancing night and punish her with 60 % alcohol rice white wine and......, ask her to kneeling on the floor in front of professor Bush, no Obama that is, yes baby. Confess......

But I know she already has her answer, short but precise:

" Shout up! My dear chairman Bush, no sorry my dear blues uncle Obama, Just go try yourself in another country and see if you can become an international movie star and speak a different Lagrange you have no clue of ! Look at me at my nose and tell me What did I do wrong? what wrong baby blues? I did not do anything to harm you, I don't really know you at all, no wait! maybe one time in the chinese super market i met you? was that you? why are you there? Uncle obama or commered Bush? yes maybe both? No can not be, can not? this is America anything is possible, anything! anything at all!!!!!! But where am I? what I was talking about? oh yes, sorry instead I just enjoy being alive and have the happiness to dance at this beautiful moment of life in the great America central station. Come on uncle commeride? Come out of the box ( How did they get into the box? 2 of you? what are you doing there?) in the dark room? come on, come out and no need to be afraid uncle and join me and learn to celebrate and enjoy the beautiful life as both uncle and comerid chairman together, lets have a hug, come on a real one baby uncle commerid, that we have giving, and to learn to be happy for other people's success and talent and magic! Let's dance no lets vote baby.....vote!!!!!!!"

I am proud of her my wild mini skirt little girl, because she gives only pure joy to all of us in the light of the happiness, and she demonstrate our gift of our pure soul, our love, she teaches us to accept and to be proud of the magic we each has as a beautiful individual uncle human beings that nature created. To keep the gift that nature give to you only to yourself is a sin. salute uncle chairman commerid........lets shake hands, whats your name?

I live life for now and the moment, I can't be helped but to laugh and to let my 8 little mini skirt spirits everyday to lead me to guide me to show off me to embarrass me to make me to tease me to seduce me to celebrate me to love me and most importantly to give the gifts that they each has to you.......to make you laugh like the fly trying to make me laugh.....

I left in the heat with the flashing cameras trying to shoot my nude back my cheetah and what's under my short short mini skirt with laughter......

Had lunch with 12 people for a magazine and web photo shoot, they all young and happy and enthusiastic and hunger for life for art for love......it was so much fun and I can already feel the photo shooting is going to be amazing, we will have like 12 male models with me, yes, let's never loss that passion, never loss that curiosity as a child.

In the women's bathroom right now girls waiting on the line always, long lines and there is a Asian girl she was so excited and wants to take a picture with me in the toilet,
" oh my goody can I take picture you mehere? my good diiii!"
I said not in the bathroom but out side yes, she was very excited and she speaks broken English with a heavy accent like me back a few years :
"on my good diii, you are so beauty beauty and famous fa....Koren.....in Koren every body body know you, name movie..... Movie star on new peper inter and internite goodiii, you are Bailing my goodiii I want can I a photographerc you me? goodii"
"of causegoodiiii diiiii" I did, she is kind of funny just arrived to America a few months ago and learning English. You know I have never been to koren, even I have been so many countries, but I always wanted to go for the spicy food and the night life. And I will maybe shoot a movie there?

If I met a man like Charlie Chaplin, I will fall in love and make a family and make 8 funny little tiny baby BB.....with eyes crossed, that would be so beautiful goodiiiiii

The bright full moon is still sitting there in the same position where my eyes left a while ago, so far away up there yet so close to my nose watching me with her pure bright eyes wide open, her heart is so pure and wide open too, she left me breathless......

I am naked now with a pure joy of thankful for life, for you, there is nothing I want more but alive at this giving moment.....

Beautiful movie I just saw, stylish, rich beautiful landscape of Mexico and beautiful tortured colorful people, soul, life, and love and sad melody and joy....... I would like... and I know we are going to work together......

Please open your window and your heart gently, let the fresh air though and watching the moon, you will know and feel and hear the love I have for you.....

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